Dec 17, 2022Blank thoughts.Blank thoughts. I squeezed in a bit of travel, while pondering the recent revelations on my name. I wont get into that now or again, but it had been a bit of an existential crisis and I was still reeling. …20223 min read20223 min read
Nov 9, 2022It's all I got in my name.It's all I got in my name. There’s the three cars and the apartments. Some savings in a few pension fund schemes and some furniture spread across a few friends' places. There's some cash, offshore, if I don't get to spend it all on a whim. I didn't put anything…Identity4 min readIdentity4 min read
Jan 27, 2022The green grass of home.The green grass of home. I went into the room at the back of the house and I prayed for the anxiety to go away. I was hesitant in the packing. I wasnt looking forward to the trip but I needed to catch a grip. The winter had been cold and lonesome, and I had…Missing You2 min readMissing You2 min read
Jan 9, 2022All that you cant leave behind.All that you cant leave behind. The wildfire started with a feverish passion, razed the maize fields and left everything dead in its wake. We couldnt fight it, but we tried and we got exhausted and perspired. I had to travel to the wilderness. To give tributes and penance. I had left the door ajar. We…Love2 min readLove2 min read
Jan 3, 2022I got my things and left.I got my things and left. I took the clothes from the hangers. And some of my shoe collection, the jeans and the work clothes and some books, for company. And the t-shirts from all the different places that I had travelled to. I packed them. The night was coming. I put it all in the…Loss3 min readLoss3 min read
Sep 19, 2021What if? / Prayers in between.What if? / Prayers in between. Its the silence, and sometimes I have to fight against it. To being more quiet, and for peace to be still in the stillness. Each day is a fight for life, and to make it out to get to the next better day. …Prayers3 min readPrayers3 min read
Sep 18, 2021The winter is past / The calm returns.The winter is past / The calm returns. I was chatting to a former colleague on Twitter, she knew the work version of me from some years back. I was reacting to her classification of male Leos as being of a particular stereotype. It was a LOL moment. In jest, I rejected the stereotype and made her aware…Astrology3 min readAstrology3 min read
Sep 12, 2021Whose truth is it anyway?Whose truth is it anyway? That other time I wandered off and I started to reflect on Identity a lot. I got some books lately, and I have been holding court with some friends about our history and who we are and what we are becoming. A few notes/chapters back, I recollected and published some…Prayer4 min readPrayer4 min read
Sep 11, 2021I hope that you’re ok?I hope that you’re ok? That other time I wrote about grief and the process of grieving. And I was in the spirit when those words came. A relative had passed on and I had a sudden recollection of who they were and what they had been to me. And I was thinking that the…Grief4 min readGrief4 min read
Sep 4, 2021Promises / And our feelings.Promises / And our feelings. My dreams had stopped for a while since I arrived back in the North, from down deep in the interior of the South. Im supposing that my people didnt travel with me on the aeroplane and they may have chosen to walk back up North rather than take indiza because…Promises3 min readPromises3 min read
