Windmills/Battlefields of the mind.

The battlefield is the mind. You may have conditioned yourself in the time that you were together into thinking for him/her outside of yourself first, and in your mind you created a dependency on what he/she would say or do about what you thought.

So you formed a fear not to disappoint them, because of the memory of who they were at the start of your relationship, and maybe they arrived in your life via a love revolution that swept you off your feet and they put butterflies in your tummy.

Let go and let God.

You must find yourself and restore your mind and heart away from the chaos. You have a lot of life to live, still. And you have a whole lot of love to give.

And you are warm and you are nurturing and you are nature, you are a Queen and you are a King sir, and you are a mother and you are fatherhood as a Father. And you are a friend to those that need a friend.

You are Jeremiah in Lamentations, and you are Songs and you are Ruth and you are the fulfillment of Ecclesiastes.

You have started finding yourself, and you are dusting the cupboards, getting rid of the skeletons in the closet and clearing out the trash. Spring cleaning in the winter. The summer will soon come

And you have opened the windows to let the air and the breeze to come in and fill your heart.

God is love. 💙
Keep on. Dont stop. Remove the chaos and let your heart be rested, your mind will know when your heart has found its peace.