Be alive. And awaken.

As you grow, your sub-conscious self also builds up itself. And that permeates to the conscious self sometimes. Not all the time.

So you are growing both on the inside and growing on the outside. And this can be a confusing time to your yet untrained heart. Because your mind is restless both in sleep and in the woke state, because what the inside is doing will not always make sense to the outside.

And that also goes for the people around you. They wont understand your metamorphosis.

You just have to trust the process. And you have to trust God. Because all of you is getting rebuilt and getting prepared for who you are to become.

Over time, you then find that you become more rational in thought and in your doing. Things become easier to filter and to sift through. And you become less petty.

Because you understand from a wider lens.

And your third eye is wide awake and fully open. Because both of your beings, your physical and your metaphysical are in tandem.

My best advice is that you start reading more of Scripture. This is that time. Then you will begin to see the Word of God, and it starts to make more sense and you can discern the corruption. And you understand that there is a lot more to the story that is missing.

Because your internal clock is in sync with your thoughts, as they move at the speed of light. Connect with nature more, commune with nature and allow God to dwell in your spirit. And thats how you find that God is everything.

Thats the message.